Here’s the thing. I’ve got no resolutions. I don’t even operate in terms of calendar years. I celebrate some days, I leave others off. Hell, I’m talking about 2020 almost a month after it happened! I’m just here. As long as I’m here, I want to make the most of it.
I’m not compelled to talk about my plans or goals for 2020. I want to talk about something that has been on my mind for a long time, and especially potent of late: the music industry.
What is the music industry? In reality, the music industry includes me. I write songs. I perform songs. I get paid. I pay taxes (:o -there’s goes my folk-punk status). Industry is a pretty generic term. It’s like a boundary line. Someone made a box and some of us have found ourselves inside of it.
When I think about the music industry, I think of big labels, bad deals, and scumbags. Mostly scumbags. I don’t want any part in it.
Maybe that is unfair. Maybe most people in the industry care about music and art and the message. Perhaps there are just a few bad apples that have spoiled it for guys like me (my cynicism compels me to tell you that it is unlikely). I might be letting my punk rock ethos come between me and an entire industry when some elements of it are benign, even beneficial.
I can’t argue against the benefits of certain exposure. As a musician and a songwriter, I’d be lying if I told you I don’t want people to hear and enjoy my music, or if I said I don’t want people to come to my shows. The dilemma is this, what am I willing to give up to make that happen? But, the better question is, what do I have to give up to make that happen?
I’m not a desperate guy. A lot of musicians I’ve heard about or read about are in a tough spot, music is all they know, all they do. While music is the dominate passion of my life, I have other passions too. I’m not desperate for someone to discover me. So, I think I’ll keep trucking along at my own pace. I think I’ll create as I’m compelled. I think I’ll make my own rules. It suits me.
Besides that, I’m only really part of the music industry for tax and statistical purposes. Like I said, it’s a generic term. It’s not indicative of a close-knit, tribal society. I’d rather be counted among the barbarian hordes crouched just outside. That’s where I identify. It’s not a matter of morality for me, it’s just identity. There’s them, and there’s me (most likely an us out here).
I said I wasn’t going to share my goals for 2020, but I will share this. I mean to make music and get it out there. That kind of goes without saying for a singer-songwriter. Better still, I could stand to stick a thorn in the paw of the industry, whether this year or next, or one of these years. Whether they deserve it or not is a question for a different kind of man. The notion makes me smile, and that’s enough for me. Rock & roll is slave to no one.
Happy 2020. See you around.
-Dustin